time is flying

one year ago today was the day I found out I was pregnant, what a crazy moment. I was totally unprepared to be a mother, my life change completely with two pink lines.
Audrey is also 4 months old today, growing much too fast for me!
I had to go get her all new clothes because she's now in 3-6 month and I only had a couple outfits. Resale stores are the way to go, cheap cheap stuff. I also got her a jumperoo, same one at wal-mart was 90$, got it at a resale store for 40$
she makes so many noises now, she doesn't cry when she wakes up, she starts talkin and makin noises.
I swear sometimes it sounds like she says "yeah" and when she cries really hard it sounds like she says momma.. but I'm probably just hearing things lol
she really is such a happy baby.

Justin and I had our 3 year anniversary on the 21st, what a crazy three years its been, Justin really changed my life, and I like to think I changed his.
I don't think either of us expected to find our soulmate when we met up at 4 am on a monday night, and I really don't think the drunk girl(me) falling out of the truck would someday be his wife. haha
but we just fit together, even when we disagree or he drives me insane we get over it quick and are huggin and laughin before I can remember what it was I was so mad about.
I can't imagine life without him in it, I was a wild lost little girl when I met him, 19 years old and had no direction.
He's always believed in me, he's made me into a housewife(even if I'm not a good one)and he's given me a reason to have a better life.
Justin is my best friend, no doubt, I tell him everything, I never get tired of spending time with him, or get tired of how crazy goofy he is.
We laugh together, and I can be a total dork around him and make him laugh, something I was never able to do with other guys I dated.
I love how he takes care of me and his kids, how he wants a better life, and doesn't settled.
I love how SMART he is, like right now he's studying Python, just for fun!
and of course I love that he gave me the most amazing gift of all, Audrey, my life wouldn't be complete without this amazing, beautiful baby girl.

3 months

3 months until the Wedding!
I also got the e-mail that my wedding dress is in, so I need to get that and set up a alterations appt.
I've still got to go get my jewelry and shoes, and guarder and gurdle .
I got my ceramony decor in yesterday, Im not happy with the sunflowers, they're tiny and look like weeds, so I will get some different ones from the actual store instead of online..

We are heading to the lake for a family reunion, on Justins side, so we'll be gone all weekend... kinda dreading it, but whatever.
I'm ready for Tuesday!! Justin will be home & its our 3 yr anniversary:)

Swimming

Audrey went swimming for the first time today!
well really she just sat in the water lol
She liked it for about 6 or 7 minutes til her diaper was too wet.
Ethan and Kayley swam for 4 hrs, so they are wore out!

4th of July shoot

Retail therapy

Being stuck inside the house all day with three kids can make a sane woman go a little nutty, so to keep my sanity I've been shopping, mostly just browsing.. looking for jewelry to wear for the wedding, not having any luck with that, I may have to see my dress again.. I really want pearls and diamonds together.
So instead I used what was left of the wal-mart gift card and got myself a new book, then got Audrey two new outfits, thanks to my mom. super cheap at Macys, couldn't pass it up.
http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=531907&CategoryID=5991
I got the "pretty like Mommy" one

http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=521310&CategoryID=5991
this comes with two onsies , a hat AND a tutu.. very good deal!

and then I bought myself some new makeup. I needed eyeliner and mascara.. I really needed some nail polish, but every color was out of stock.
I got a ton of stuff for SUPER cheap.. check out eyeslipsface.com
they've got shipping for a 1.98 with the code sum198

PLUS I ordered all the decor for the wedding ceramony a couple days ago.. my Apartment office is gonna be full of packages for me in the next week or two! haha

creation

It was a year ago yesterday that Audrey was created:)
I know the exact day because Justin had gone to work and the kids were at their moms(she lived in texas for a month or two) and he'd had 24 hrs off and came home. we had no furniture yet either, another reason I remember. I told him afterwards that he was lucky I'd ovulated the day before or we'd be having a baby... haha a few weeks later we found we were having miss Audrey!!
she's so amazing, I just love to look at her and see her beautiful little face, I still am in complete AWE that I created her, that she is a part of ME.
I never knew how much I could possibly love another person, I thought I loved Justin with all I had, but Audrey is so much more, my love is above and beyond for her.

she is doing very good about rolling from her belly to her back with no help at all and now she's starting to try to go from back to belly. she's started grabbing the toys on her playmat which is the reason I bought it, good investment!
now we need to get her a walker thing she she can sit up and play.